[ becky is Freaking Out. freaking out with capital letters. she's new to wonderland, okay, she hasn't yet experienced the whole, "sometimes people disappear and come right back" thing. hell, she hasn't really had anyone just straight up disappear and never come back. at least, not anyone she's cared about. (which sounds harsh, but she doesn't know a lot of people here outside of the winchesters.) it's even worse because it's sam and — well, you know. sam.
she's practically in hysterics when she calls dean, so close to the verge of tears because she doesn't know what's going on and this wasn't in the pamphlet. what if the same thing happens to sam that happened to dean? what if he's actually dead? she doesn't want to think about it, can't think about it — ]
Dean? Dean, it's Becky, I — [ she takes a shaky breath, trying to keep her composure. ] Have you seen Sam lately? Talked to him? Anything?
[ oh god. dean feels bad enough without needing a hysterical becky on top of everything, as he doubts no matter how well he explains it to her, she won't take it well... ]
No, he's not here anymore. [ as in not in wonderland, at all. ] I think-- he's home. Has been for a few days now.
[ but-- ]
His stuff was still in place though, which usually means whoever disappears will come back. When though...
What? [ no no no no no this can't be happening he can't be gone — ] Are you sure? Double sure? Absolutely positive?
[ she can't handle this and dean is being so calm about it, which she isn't sure is making her feel better or worse. ] How can he just ... be gone? I mean — [ she doesn't even want to say it, not sure if she can, especially with how the winchesters deal with this kind of thing ] you're sure he's just ... gone, right? Not gone gone? Like, you know ... dead?
No, no-- just gone. As in gone back home gone, alright? Nothing to worry about, Becky-- plus, like I said, his stuff is all still there. That usually means they come back, so...
We just gotta sit tight and wait. You can do that, right?
[ dean feels anything but calm on the inside, and it's only thanks to what cas had told him about the nature of people's disappearances that he's not flipping out entirely. that being said, he's not entirely sure if becky can manage the same.... ]
Okay. [ it's shaky, but at least she's not about to hyperventilate anymore. probably. ] Okay. Just — sit tight and ... wait. Okay. [ repeating things helps her, okay. okay.
but it's only now that she's slightly more calm that she realizes she should probably ask how he's doing. sam is his brother, after all. ] Um. Are you okay, Dean?
Right. Sit tight. [ that's a good becky, you just calm down and breathe easy. dean's glad she's sounding a little less spastic about sam's disappearance, and there's a quietly relieved sigh at his end before she asks him if he's alright. ]
I'm fine. No point flippin' out before a week's up.
[ truth be told he'd done his own version of flipping out just hours earlier, but cas had to deal with that. ]
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she's practically in hysterics when she calls dean, so close to the verge of tears because she doesn't know what's going on and this wasn't in the pamphlet. what if the same thing happens to sam that happened to dean? what if he's actually dead? she doesn't want to think about it, can't think about it — ]
Dean? Dean, it's Becky, I — [ she takes a shaky breath, trying to keep her composure. ] Have you seen Sam lately? Talked to him? Anything?
audio.
No, he's not here anymore. [ as in not in wonderland, at all. ] I think-- he's home. Has been for a few days now.
[ but-- ]
His stuff was still in place though, which usually means whoever disappears will come back. When though...
[ well, that's another story entirely. ]
audio.
[ she can't handle this and dean is being so calm about it, which she isn't sure is making her feel better or worse. ] How can he just ... be gone? I mean — [ she doesn't even want to say it, not sure if she can, especially with how the winchesters deal with this kind of thing ] you're sure he's just ... gone, right? Not gone gone? Like, you know ... dead?
audio.
We just gotta sit tight and wait. You can do that, right?
[ dean feels anything but calm on the inside, and it's only thanks to what cas had told him about the nature of people's disappearances that he's not flipping out entirely. that being said, he's not entirely sure if becky can manage the same.... ]
audio.
taking a deep breath helps. sort of. maybe. ]
Okay. [ it's shaky, but at least she's not about to hyperventilate anymore. probably. ] Okay. Just — sit tight and ... wait. Okay. [ repeating things helps her, okay. okay.
but it's only now that she's slightly more calm that she realizes she should probably ask how he's doing. sam is his brother, after all. ] Um. Are you okay, Dean?
audio.
I'm fine. No point flippin' out before a week's up.
[ truth be told he'd done his own version of flipping out just hours earlier, but cas had to deal with that. ]