["None to begin with" sounds about right to Adam, mostly because he's not just some teenager with a chip on his shoulder, he's a human with feelings, he's a person, he's John's flesh and blood who'd been a sacrificial stand-in for the man on the other end of the line. And all the recompense he gets for being treated like something less than human are empty apologies? Insincere apologies?
What had he done to deserve being treated like garbage? It's sat heavy with him ever since the Winchesters' pet angel had told him the reason Sam had left the Cage is because they'd found a way to rescue Sam. No amount of time in Wonderland has lessened the sting of knowing he hadn't been worth enough to make a second pass for.]
I want you to know what you did--or didn't do. You left a person in that place and you just walked away. I was someone, and you don't get to just forget.
[Adam ignores the attempt at offering hope. What's done is done... and Sam and Dean deserve to burn for it. They don't deserve praise, or a happy ending, or a life.]
Did you even try to see if she was okay?
[He doesn't mean to, but before he can help himself the words come flying out of his mouth, hitting closer to home than he would like. He wants Dean to feel the guilt he's earned himself, but walking that line threatens to dredge up every ounce of old pain Adam's still lugging around. This is exactly why he hadn't wanted to have another talk with Dean the first time.]
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What had he done to deserve being treated like garbage? It's sat heavy with him ever since the Winchesters' pet angel had told him the reason Sam had left the Cage is because they'd found a way to rescue Sam. No amount of time in Wonderland has lessened the sting of knowing he hadn't been worth enough to make a second pass for.]
I want you to know what you did--or didn't do. You left a person in that place and you just walked away. I was someone, and you don't get to just forget.
[Adam ignores the attempt at offering hope. What's done is done... and Sam and Dean deserve to burn for it. They don't deserve praise, or a happy ending, or a life.]
Did you even try to see if she was okay?
[He doesn't mean to, but before he can help himself the words come flying out of his mouth, hitting closer to home than he would like. He wants Dean to feel the guilt he's earned himself, but walking that line threatens to dredge up every ounce of old pain Adam's still lugging around. This is exactly why he hadn't wanted to have another talk with Dean the first time.]