[ it's one of the most honest things dean's ever heard his brother say, and a sign that sam has thought and thought and thought about this. ]
Hey, hey... don't be, okay? The whole thing was a goddamn mess, and if things have been the other way around-- [ he swallows hard, since they have, with sam soulless or drinking out of a demon. ] -- I wouldn't have known what to do either. [ and killing sam had never been an option. even to this day, with his own mistakes done and knowing how bad it can be when someone like him is loose, dean doesn't think he could kill sam to save everyone else.
which is funny in an anything but amusing way considering how easy it had been for his demon-self. dean prefers not to think about it.
when he draws back there's something lighter in his shoulders, a line of tension and sadness lessened considerably. this is a step in the right direction, it has to be.
still, there is one more thing. ]
There's still-- I need your help. I... I need to get rid of it.
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Date: 2015-06-29 01:09 pm (UTC)Hey, hey... don't be, okay? The whole thing was a goddamn mess, and if things have been the other way around-- [ he swallows hard, since they have, with sam soulless or drinking out of a demon. ] -- I wouldn't have known what to do either. [ and killing sam had never been an option. even to this day, with his own mistakes done and knowing how bad it can be when someone like him is loose, dean doesn't think he could kill sam to save everyone else.
which is funny in an anything but amusing way considering how easy it had been for his demon-self. dean prefers not to think about it.
when he draws back there's something lighter in his shoulders, a line of tension and sadness lessened considerably. this is a step in the right direction, it has to be.
still, there is one more thing. ]
There's still-- I need your help. I... I need to get rid of it.
[ the mark. ]
If we don't, this won't be over.