[ if it weren't for the time cas had kissed him, dean would think he's the only one who has it bad for the angel. this future version of himself, and the one who had been here before, they'd both apparently seen something there, something more. and sure, cas is great -- fantastic even -- but it's... it's all still a lot to take in.
still, he has to ask, even as he follows the angel. ]
And you just... [ how should he even begin to put this? ] ... you were just okay with it? That bad end-me pulled one on you, and then other-me, too? You didn't-- I mean, I just thought you'd never...
[ since when does cas even feel that way? he'd never assume something like that, can't see cas wanting it -- him -- despite all they've been through. the kiss in the diner had seemed like some twisted attempt to fool him into something, some form of a trick caused either by the event or some hidden ill-will cas might have held against dean. sure, now it all makes a whole lot more sense, and dean feels something akin to shame for ever having felt so in the first place, yet...
yet it's still so surprising. and oddly upsetting, but for reasons he's not entirely willing to share. ]
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Date: 2014-08-03 10:36 pm (UTC)still, he has to ask, even as he follows the angel. ]
And you just... [ how should he even begin to put this? ] ... you were just okay with it? That bad end-me pulled one on you, and then other-me, too? You didn't-- I mean, I just thought you'd never...
[ since when does cas even feel that way? he'd never assume something like that, can't see cas wanting it -- him -- despite all they've been through. the kiss in the diner had seemed like some twisted attempt to fool him into something, some form of a trick caused either by the event or some hidden ill-will cas might have held against dean. sure, now it all makes a whole lot more sense, and dean feels something akin to shame for ever having felt so in the first place, yet...
yet it's still so surprising. and oddly upsetting, but for reasons he's not entirely willing to share. ]