I avoided you, it happened, it's over. Ain't nothing gonna change it.
[ and that's that... but being called out on avoiding cas, it brings back their conversation at the resistance meeting-- or rather, the lack of one which was supposed to happen. it's all on dean, that he'd slipped out and never met up with cas like he'd been supposed to. and heck, now he kinda feels bad about it.
sort of.
it's all still so confusing, and dean hates that he hasn't just brushed it aside as some event-induced mistake on cas' part, even though he's tried to. because that's all it was, right. and to be discussing both his death and the kiss in one go-- gotta give a guy a minute here, man. ]
As long as it takes for you to get that-- [ it's almost wrong to do this via voice messages now, but dean can't bring himself to change it. ]
I'm not him, you know.
[ because even dean can put two and two together when he's had enough time to analyze and then analyze again what it all might have meant. ]
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Date: 2014-07-25 10:25 pm (UTC)[ and that's that... but being called out on avoiding cas, it brings back their conversation at the resistance meeting-- or rather, the lack of one which was supposed to happen. it's all on dean, that he'd slipped out and never met up with cas like he'd been supposed to. and heck, now he kinda feels bad about it.
sort of.
it's all still so confusing, and dean hates that he hasn't just brushed it aside as some event-induced mistake on cas' part, even though he's tried to. because that's all it was, right. and to be discussing both his death and the kiss in one go-- gotta give a guy a minute here, man. ]
As long as it takes for you to get that-- [ it's almost wrong to do this via voice messages now, but dean can't bring himself to change it. ]
I'm not him, you know.
[ because even dean can put two and two together when he's had enough time to analyze and then analyze again what it all might have meant. ]